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Why am I just me and nobody else. Why nobody likes me and why everyone hates me. All might not hate me but it feels so because no one cares about me. Sometimes I would just disappear and never come back. There are two desires I have that I want to come true. Number one: I wish that the world likes me for who I am and not who I is not. Number two: I wish you love me. But how will it go when you never see me. It feels as if you did not even know I exist. But I hope there will be two of us at some point. But to achieve my dreams, I have to fight through tears and a lot of grief and that is exactly what I do every day. But that's only because I want to reach my dream and become the person I always wanted to be. 


Ebba :(